Pretty woman, looking back at me.

I’ve got an embarassing confession to make.

I’ve a crush over a lady 7 years my senior.

Ever since mom has made me come along with her morning shopping trips. And you know, MOTHERS and their shopping trips tend to stray off course very often. Because of this, ever since i stopped going to school i have been helping mother with the groceries and whatnot which means i miss out my breakfast. And you know TEENAGE BOYS eat breakfast at around 11-12 AM.

Which means that i had to go around LOOKING FOR FOOD! Could you believe it? Neither could I.

Anyway, ive made a habit of going to the Sushi shop at the corner of Chester Square, whereupon a family of Koreans have made it their livelihood. At this Sushi shop, i met this really pretty lady who has hair as black as coal and skin as white as snow.

REALLY PRETTY.

And if you are one of those people who have once had a silly little crush over older and mature people such as that hot primary school teacher or that Sexy science teacher [if youre into that sort of thing] Then you probably know where im getting at.

Thing is, i dont know her name, or anything personal like that.

Its like a mutual aquaintance, a sophisticated relationship, a blossoming love.

Something like that.

SUPER MASSIVE BREAD ROLL

Today is the hottest day ive ever experienced.

I blame climate change. And cows that pass too much wind.

I mean, the humidity here is so bad, it feels like im constantly F$#^% walking into farts. It’s just as bad when i went to high school and i was constantly walking into farts.

It’s so hot, that my pants have started to sweat. People on the street are walking shirtless, and babies would die faster if they were left outside than in a car.

Hot shirtless chicks: BONUS
FAT overweight men: GTFO

I think i’ve sweated so much, i’ve lost 3 kilograms. Too bad i still got some bread rolls left over from our last winter, and they’re still attached to my belly.

Now everytime i think i want to go to the beach, i realise that would have been a dangerous thing to do. In a climate like this, flies run amok, fat men think its cool to walk around in a seethrough singlet, Emo’s will continues to wear skinny jeans [Hiking an increase in circulation related deaths] and asains like me would shrug and put another jumper- and i quote “Its not really that hot today,” -and walking around dropping like flies/

Fusch, its getting cold around here.

Exchanging bodyheat in the passenger seat.

Today was an unexpected day. Yesterday i was spending a whole day at my friend’s place, and god it was the hottest day ever. So hot, that i think i had sunburn staying indoors.

Anyway, so after a fastforward of working on my mask and knife for the cosplay i went to sleep and woke up on the 16th.

Which is today if you wanted to know.

I finally signed out after school, and had planned to spend a day at a mate’s place. I had an external drive i wanted to bring to copy music. But somehow when i had finished with the formalities i ended up going to cabramatta with my other two friends, TOTALLY NOT WHAT I PLANNED.

So yeah, eating at a restaurant and then i found that my family friends happed to arrive as soon as i was leaving. And instead of hanging out with my friends i decided to go with then D:

Sorry guys.

So anyway, i ended up 20km from home playing music with the boys. Since we’re initially going to start getting the band to play songs for the upcoming wedding, Mom’s letting me sleep over at their place. Yay.

links for knife sculpting

http://volpinprops.blogspot.com/2009/06/heis-daggers-darker-than-black.html

http://shonenking.deviantart.com/art/Hei-s-Knife-142598575

http://xenosnake.deviantart.com/art/NOW-I-VE-LOST-IT-142869800

http://steam-marc.deviantart.com/art/Darker-Than-Black-Knife-108221323

Oh so thats what it was.

Yesterday i spent the whole day working on the cosplay items i was designing all day. The mask is sort of alright but i don’t know how to smoothen it’s naturally rough surface.

Anyway, i just gave up for a bit and spent 4 hours watching zetsubou sensei.

Im going to need that site for later.

Anyway, i also spent some loving hours in the garden to see how my vegetables were faring in this summer heat.

They died.

Hei cosplay for Animania

So i’m thinking at the moment to design a costume for the Animania event next year.

Darker than black-Hei Lee

Anyway this character is probably the only person i would truly turn gay for. Especially with the devil-may-care attitude.

So this week im going to be making a mask first and working on the hard parts later

OH GAWD ITS SEXY

Im going to be frequenting cosplay.com and using its tutorial on how to make a hello kitty mask D:

http://halfmama.com/studio/2008/01/07/how-to-make-a-hello-kitty-mask/

Hopefully it will be useful…

Inexcusable

Hi blog,

I think its really useful to have something to air out your dirty laundry for a while. Especially when you’re able to vent on something a little less private and personal.

Its a bit like asking for attention but refusing to credit, wanting a total stranger to just come along and go You know what? i totally agree And in a large world like the internet, that doesn’t usually happen.

Actually its just nice to swear and carry on in a relatively public place instead of being a full dickhead in real life. Sometimes, its the opposite for other people.

For example, Ms what-are-you-trying-to-say. One time, when i noticed that she was eating something really greasy, i just couldn’t help but say “That’s disgustingly greasy,”

She looked at me with this scornful sort of eyes and replied “What are you trying to say?” And i almost wanted to say, “Your food is disgustingly greasy?”

Conversations with these people tend to follow the following idea:

A:”That’s disgustingly greasy,”
B:”What are you trying to say?”
A:”What do you think im trying to say?”
B:”i think you’re calling me fat”
A”Why do you think im saying that?”
B”…” “You’re such a fucking dickhead,”
A”What did i say?!”

she’s got me dancing~

Its been a rough week. And honestly, quite surprisingly productive.

For some reason I uncontrollably spend my time foolishly on the net, probably because Its fast enough to play games, but too slow to multitask with.
I mean like, “God damn it, I want to watch more anime online” and whatnot.
Seriously. Somebody do something about it.
Anyway just to sum up my week, last night I spent cleaning my room and looking at the fond memories I’ve had. It’s really surprising to see what jumps out at you from time to time.
By the way, Owl city released Fireflies. These guys are like nerdy/normal people who perform this sort of pop-electronic style of music. Whatever constitutes as normal.
Sometimes I sit down and wonder if I should have became a songwriter in a band or something. Which reminds me that Chau’s wedding will be on soon, which means ill be performing in the band YAY. Which I hope will also mean I can fit in a sleepover for some late night gaming at the boy’s house.
I realized that all the times I’ve spent pretending and intending events and personalities has really gone awry. It seems only yesterday I was this kid who liked to dig dirt in the garden staring at buys interestedly, and now I’m thrust with a sense of responsibility as an adult.

And because of that, ive become really really lazy.

Its like, whats the point?! can i just stuff around till im 25? Can’t i look at life and stick my middle finger at everything? “Get the fuck out!”

Something like that.

another fucking day

Yay or nay, its another fucking day.

ladidadiwhatever.

Now i know what my teacher meant when he said having gaps in your education does to an individual.

Im compelled to just destroy my identity on the internet now.

so ill guess ill start with THAT

god god god

ive got this prblem where if is sit at a computer for long periods of time i tend to get very drowsy. i think that a human being cant physically sit a a computer for long hours at a time because their head wuld implde.

you know, ive had this computer so long that it fails, even in typing.

GOD F$$# DAMMIT

not only do i have a headache im also very very cranktankerous.